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Friday, June 8, 2007

i just finished reading Deep Love [ayu no monogatari] and im speechless. yes, indeed. it has the best storyline ever. i have no idea if the story itself is true, but for me, i think it's an incredible manga you have to read and see for yourself.
Ever since before, ive been trying to find Deep Love over the internet coz i found it pretty interesting. unfortunately, i didnt find any. so recently i found this site where they host Deep Love. so of course i downloaded it to my pc and i read it. im gonna summarize it for ya.

here, Deep Love is about a highschool girl named Ayu who earns money by using her body. technically, you might call her a prostitute. one day, she found an injured dog by the street and decided to take it to an old lady she saw earlier that morning (not really sure if it was the same morning,oh well).
So everyday, Ayu checks up on the puppy together with the old lady(let's call her granny next time.lol). They named the puppy, Pao. So since then Ayu stays with granny and Pao. Granny shows Ayu 1.5 million yen. she told Ayu that she earned it all by herself so she can cure her grandson named Yoshiyuki who has a heart problem.
One day, Ayu's friend got caught up in a huge amount of debt w/c is 2.0 million yen. He said, "Help me Ayu. Lend me 2.0 million yen. i will pay you back once i sort this out." She thought of the 1.5 million yen granny has saved. she secretly stole it and earned for the rest to lend for her friend.
One week has passed and Ayu is still not getting the money. She just found out that this friend of hers just spent the money for drugs (not really sure. but i know he's a drug addict).
Then comes the death of granny, w/c devastated Ayu, knowing that she hasnt paid the 1.5 million yet. During granny's funeral, she met Yoshiyuki. the grandson, granny was talking about.
After that, they became the best of friends. Ayu smiles a lot since then, so is Yoshiyuki. they loved each other to the fullest. but yoshiyuki's father forbid them to see each other. But Ayu sacrificed herself by becoming a prostitute once again to earn money for Yoshiyuki's operation and to keep her promise to the old woman who changed her life.
She earned a lot and before she knew, she had AIDS. the first symptom appeared. it was christmas then. she asked Pao to deliver her gift to Yoshiyuki coz she was too weak to even walk. As soon as Yoshiyuki recieved Ayu's gift, her asked Pao to deliver his gift to her. w/c is a minidisk. inside is a voice record of Yoshiyuki w/c tells how she loved watching the sky with her and how she misses her,etc. Ayu cried, falling on the ground, feeling weaker and weaker. She was about to die. and for the very first time, Ayu wishes to have lived longer because she has someone she wants to protect. yoshiyuki-the man she loves.
After Ayu died, Yoshiyuki's father commtied suicide leaving his insurance to Yoshiyuki, making the operation a success.

next: DEEP LOVE HOST
DEEP LOVE [Reina's story] - forgot the real title. lol.

missingY O U



when boys/girls want a kiss. ;)

when girls wanna kiss you..
1.they stare into your eyes
bitting
their lip.
2. they always wrap their arms around
you.
3. they play with their hands, shirts,
pants, etc. just waiting for you to
make the move.

when boys wanna kiss you....
1. They hold your hand and always play
with it.
2. They stare into your eyes for a long
time.
3. They get close to your face.

missingY O U



SEVENTEEN SIGNS OF FALLING IN LOVE.

SEVENTEEN:

U LOOK AT THEIR
PROFILE/PICTURE
CONSTANTLY

SIXTEEN:

WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM
LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU
STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST
TWO MINUTES AGO.

FIFTEEN:

YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND
OVER AGAIN.

FOURTEEN:

YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE
WITH THEM

THIRTEEN:

YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.

ELEVEN:

WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME
TIME

TEN:

YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

NINE:

WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE
THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU
SEE IS HIM//HER.

EIGHT:

YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS,
WHILE THINKING OF THEM

SEVEN:

THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

SIX:

YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.

FIVE:

YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING
TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT
THEM.

FOUR:

YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

THREE:

WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE
PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...

TWO:

YOU WERE SO BUSY THINKING ABOUT THAT
PERSON,YOU DIDNT NOTICE NUMBER TWELVE

ONE:


YOU JUST SCROLLED UP TO CHECK &ARE
NOW SILENTLY LAUGHING AT YOURSELF

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i just got this from friendster. i think it's pretty cute so i posted it here. Enjoy! ^^

missingY O U


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